Tonight I realized who I am or I had enough time and energy to remember.
I was scared because they killed him and I knew he was great and I didn’t want this to happen to me.
I realized tonight who I am. I could smash through these walls and run down the streets and jump over the cars and fly through the streets. I could pulse out an energy and flatten every thing in a 20km radius. Nothing could stop me.
They are not to be feared they are children. They are just learning to walk, eat and exist.
If they were to kill me, it would not be because they wanted to, but because that is what happened. If I died it would not be because I didn’t try, it would be because that is what happened.
They could not kill me any more than a child could build a house. They do not have the knowledge.
I was angry at her and wanted her to feel my pain. She is her own problem that she must live with. I don’t need to do anything with her.
I can be myself, all powerful and they will be themselves and that is all they can be.
Anything that happens outside of this is just that – something that happens outside of what we are.
It is what it is, until it is something else, then it is not part of just you or me it is the universe unfolding as it should.
It is the grand catalyst of growth and movement.
I do not need to fear this place. This place should respect me and would if it could see who I was.
I know where I am – this place dose not.
I know who I am – this place does not.
I know what to do - they are working it out..
I was in a daze, a dream state induced by the expenditure of energy needed to exist in a flight or fight state all day. Until I remembered what had happened here before the last time.
I was looking at pictures of Darren, family and myself. I remember now; I feel better, stronger and empowered. I am Empowered with a memory of who I am. I can look down on this situation like a Giant or gently walk among them.
I do not need to fear them. I knew them. I always did. I had forgotten this place, and what I learnt here. I was acting in a regressed state like an animal reacting to instinct.
Tonight I remembered – I was an animal – I have a soul – I am the eternal soul. We all are. There are no tricks. I know this game. I have played before.
If something happens, I do my best and that is better than most. It will either work or not. If it doesn’t, that is what was going to happen.
This doesn’t mean I do nothing. It means I do all I can and try as hard as I can. To do what I know to be right. that I must do!
This is the word of Daniel Stratti
Peace be to All
I think I am filled with power yet it was always there –
I just needed to feel it
Lets do it
I’m ready…..
(Brother smiles!!!!!!!)
Hi I'm Daniel Stratti, younger brother of Darren Stratti. I spent most of my life working in the construction industry side by side with Darren and enjoyed every minute of our time spent together. I feel privileged to be able to go to Africa as the Food Water Shelter Building Foreman to finish Kesho Leo children's village in honour of Darren.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Friday, September 19, 2008
Finally I've Posted Something!!!!
I haven't had time to scratch my but here. It's like riding a massive wave and your either going to have an experience of a life time or your going to get smashed badly. You need your wits about you here if you are to function with your eyes open. Or you could just keep them closed and hope lucks on your side, like most people seem to do here. I'm keeping mine open and the effort is exhausting.
We are meeting lots of excellent ex-pats here and they all want to help and support us. It's very uplifting. The building is going well and we are getting on top of it all. We are starting to get into a good rhythm now. All the guys are settling in fine and finding their feet. There has been a lot to deal with, what a roller-coaster. I will write more next time I hop off. Peace and Love to you all!!!!!!!!
I haven't had time to scratch my but here. It's like riding a massive wave and your either going to have an experience of a life time or your going to get smashed badly. You need your wits about you here if you are to function with your eyes open. Or you could just keep them closed and hope lucks on your side, like most people seem to do here. I'm keeping mine open and the effort is exhausting.
We are meeting lots of excellent ex-pats here and they all want to help and support us. It's very uplifting. The building is going well and we are getting on top of it all. We are starting to get into a good rhythm now. All the guys are settling in fine and finding their feet. There has been a lot to deal with, what a roller-coaster. I will write more next time I hop off. Peace and Love to you all!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Special Thank's
I would like to thank my wife Meg and kids Kieran and Eliza for their understanding support and love. Thanks to the rest of the Beards For Africa Team for coming to play a part. Thanks to FWS for allowing us to carry on Darren's dream. Thanks to all the generous support from friends and family.
I would like to thank my wife Meg and kids Kieran and Eliza for their understanding support and love. Thanks to the rest of the Beards For Africa Team for coming to play a part. Thanks to FWS for allowing us to carry on Darren's dream. Thanks to all the generous support from friends and family.
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